Just another one of my bitter posts, and yet it doesnt feel that way, infact... its quite elating making this post.

Unlike the old days, or so let me say the old me, im sick of it all. So i wont ask questions anymore, instead go with the flow and see where the current leads me. The moment i lost a pillar in my life, i was shattered, but i didn't imagine i had floaters with me, when i drowned in the sea of despair.

The floaters made me feel as light as a feather (although thats visibly impossible) it was a nice feeling, re-assuring i guess, its love, but something much more than that.

 If i find out what it is, i'll let you know, but right now, its more like a question.

BUT EITHER WAY! HOW DARE HE!

make me jealous... or so he think i'll even go there...

maybe i have, i am admitting without question anyway.

BLAH, such a crappy life.

yex signed off at 11:38 PM